Tuesday, March 4, 2008

Eternity

My little one has been sick for almost three weeks now. Her cold turned into a double ear infection, which led to a course of antibiotics. My happy, playful little girl has become a really cranky, whiny, hard-to-please mega-baby. And, even though it's only temporary, I find myself depressed and hopeless about it all. Ridiculous, really.

It always amazes me how quickly I begin to question God's intentions towards me in these moments. I think, "did you forget that I could use your help here?" or "do you just not care?" every time I feel I'm going to go under.

I'm so grateful that God is not like me; that he has the capacity to carry all that I cannot. That he is loving me in each and every moment.

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